So much is going on right now that leaves me unsettled.  I have this sense that something large is going to happen soon...  Something I don't want to happen... something that will cause this entire thing to blow up in my face.  I don't exactly know what or when but i'm left feeling this impending doom.  Things feel so fractured right now and i just desperately want things to be patched back together...

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